I've been exploring the idea of nihilism lately.
Sometimes, I find myself lost in thought- absorbed in the potential nothingness of everything around me.
On one such occasion, such as yesterday, standing in the middle of Grove street, a man holding balloons knocked into me, causing him to stumble and nearly lose his balloons.
This all happened in slow motion. Realizing the stupidity of my actions,
I felt like such an asshole.
Nihilism. Never mind.